I don’t really want to die as much as I don’t want to exist. I just can’t express how I feel to anyone without hearing “sorry” or a thousand ways to fix it, or the semi rare “well what do you have to be sad about”. I’m not a person anymore. No freedom or hobbiesContinue reading “Okay, but not okay”
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An Open Letter to Jared Singer and Dan Scanlon
Thank you for sharing your stories. For people like me, it hits so close to home it’s sometimes unthinkable. I cried one day while my 2 year old was watching Onward and I was making breakfast. Barley was explaining his 4th memory of his dad, how he was so sick and he was too scaredContinue reading “An Open Letter to Jared Singer and Dan Scanlon”
Fuck me sideways 🫥
Today started out great, I don’t even know where yesterday ended and today began. The baby went to sleep finally at midnight, then woke up to eat at 3, back to sleep by 3:30, and I woke up at 4 to the toddler coughing and wheezing like she was choking. Rushed her to the ERContinue reading “Fuck me sideways 🫥”
Rainy Days
Woke up and immediately went out the door with three of the four small people to drop Ev off with her dad. Something about driving in the rain with music just makes me feel better inside. I couldn’t really imagine living somewhere other than the PNW, I try to sometimes but the smell of blackberriesContinue reading “Rainy Days”
An Introduction
Hi there! My name is Kelly Anne, and this is where I plan to log my life, concerns, frustrations, and other musings. We’re a family of 6 plus the dog – SO, Ev (10), Ai (8), Au (2), and Ez (3mo).
KB & Family 